July 2010
1 post
I haven’t fully expressed my feelings to anyone in a very long time. My back is holding so much stress. I feel like I rarely have an answer anymore, and that even when I do have an answer, it isn’t the right one. I am at one of the loneliest points in my life, and have only become more dependent on human contact. My family is… not the best company, and their company only reminds...
March 2010
1 post
I haven’t put into words exactly how I feel in a long time. I haven’t had the desire to get anything off my chest, nor did I have the time.
Words will probably not explain just how I feel right now. I feel… Out of place, unneeded and almost homeless. Not in the sense that I don’t have a roof over my head. But just that I don’t have a place to call my home.
I’m...
January 2010
2 posts
December 2009
1 post
Have I been a ghost or what?
I hope this all eventually passes.
October 2009
1 post
“Cathy’s a monster, but there are a few things she got right. If all else...”
– Withering Heights
September 2009
5 posts
Remember.
Itisbettertohavelovedandlostthantohaveneverlovedatall.
Itisbettertohavelovedandlostthantohaveneverlovedatall.
Itisbettertohavelovedandlostthantohaveneverlovedatall.
Itisbettertohavelovedandlostthantohaveneverlovedatall.
Itisbettertohavelovedandlostthantohaveneverlovedatall.
Itisbettertohavelovedandlostthantohaveneverlovedatall.
Only a distant memory
This image motivates me, and makes me want to kick and scream all at the same time.
“Thanks for pulling over. No one has ever done that for me before.”
Moving on.
I have been taking a vacation from life. Which I thought that hiding from the negative things that have happened to me recently would actually help me get through them. I’ve been so completely out of tune with my actual life, that I realize I haven’t really been living it the way I want right now. I know that hiding is never the answer, but sometimes, for me, it is. But I’m over...
I'm not dwelling on the woulda, coulda, shouldas.
laurenlemon:
Because I do a lot that others probably wish they woulda, coulda, shoulda done, too.
“I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how...”
– (via darling-seas)
August 2009
13 posts
"Can you feel that? It's my heart, and it's...
I have never had my heart broken before. At least now, I realize that all my past “heartbreaks” have been cake compared to this one.
It was short. It was magical (for the most part). It was beautiful. I haven’t been so happy. But then again, (towards the end) I have never been so miserable. So sick to my stomache, so confused and hurt. I have never been so disrespected.
My eyes...
Herff Jones, Ross Photography!
You are officially my favorite job ever. :)
Day 2, and I can’t even wait to get there!
“I got an idea: You should get a tattoo that says “Warning”...”
– Seriously. That’s how I feel about you right now.
“Photography is a way of feeling, of touching, of loving. What you have caught on...”
– Aaron Siskind
PMS?
Or just not my week?
Meh. It’s Friday, and I am lonely. Reading a chapter, and then going to bed.
Love, love, love
There’s nothing you can do that can’t be done. I know it’s 5AM, and that I must be insane for not going back to bed after Michael left for work, but I just had to put down in words how wonderful life is now that he’s in the world. :) I’ve never met someone as amazing as him. I feel alive.
Sweaty Megan comes home from the gym
to find that her boyfriend accidently left his delicious, organic Coconut Bliss ice cream in my freezer.
I didn’t eat it all, but if you’ve tried it before, then you understand how tempted I was.
Damn!
To do or not to do?
That is a question. However, I’ve already made up my mind. I’m letting go of my horrible past, and releasing all fear that I might have.
I need to learn how to ride a bike, and I am going to let my boyfriend, Michael teach me how.
Yes, I said it. Megan Evans has never rode a bike in her life. I know it’s shocking, but I have my very good reasoning as to why.
This feels great....
“If this isn’t love, I don’t think that I can handle the real thing.”
– Great Expectations
“Don’t you understand, that everything I do, I do it for you. Anything that...”
– Great Expectations
Non-stop. Go, go, go!
I’ve never been so back and forth in my life so far. One minute I am doing this, and the next I’m breaking up with him. Then five minutes after that I’m in his arms, crying, listening to him tell me how important I am to him.
Is it right to always play it safe? I could have walked out of this early, instead of waiting around and possibly getting hurt more than I should. But then...
Saying goodbye is always the hardest thing to do.
...
July 2009
3 posts
“You may have been so distracted by a recent conflict that you lost track of your...”
– Cancer Horoscope 